There are those people who are born with the passion to do the things they love and keep doing it. Then there are those people like me, who are lazy and have that goal they want to get to but they lack that passion to keep on doing it. I knew Architecture was going to be a very hard major, and trust me it is. It’s very overwhelming and I’m so unorganized with my life. I don’t know how to get myself together.. I’m a big mess of all these things together. I should put school first, but so many other things are distracting me from it. I want that “passion” for what I do. I know somewhere deep down I have a tiny little spark that needs a little kick to become a strong fire, I’m just lazy. I hate that. SIGH. I really need help getting my life together and organized.
Of course I would wake up when my 8:30AM class is over when I stayed up all night to do all the homework. I thought I could stay up till class but nope, I had to fall asleep on my comfy ass bed and miss class. FUCKKKK. I hate missing class, because then I’m so behind with everything.
So many people on Facebook are trying to lose weight but they’re doing it totally wrong. When you lose weight, you shouldn’t “go on a diet.” Okay, because the word diet means an eating lifestyle not some temporary thing you’re going to do. Also, they try to go on these “diets” at a fixed point. You can’t just say “Tomorrow, I’m going to stop eating this and that and only this and that.” It will never work, unless you’re a very determined and self controlled person which I know most of them aren’t. You have to start small. For example, add a tomato in your diet everyday, then maybe instead of eating that chocolate bar or cupcakes eat an apple or banana. Another thing is that they try and STOP eating what their body is craving for. When your body is craving something, it will NOT stop till it gets what it wants. Let’s say you’re craving one of the following.. pastries, high fat foods, fries, burgers, fried foods, anything you would think is “bad.” EAT IT ! …but don’t eat the whole thing ! Eat maybe a bite of it or two, and trust me. YOU WILL NOT GAIN WEIGHT. HOLY SHIT. You have to relieve that craving because when that craving builds up you know what you’re going to eventually do ? BINGE on that food you’re craving. So take a bite, it won’t kill you. I don’t want to bother you guys with a whole story about this… so here’s the last thing.. GET OFF YOUR ASS AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. As will I, I’ve been doing so for the past 2 weeks ?
It was around 5am when I was pretty drunk I guess, I think I texted her saying I missed her. It was all messed up typing but I think she got it, haha. I read her text in the morning that said “Aww, imy2..yadayada” but I think I went back to sleep. I got up for church, and nearly halfway through the day I remembered she texted me and I read it again and I was like :) big time. hahaha, even though she made it sound like a “Awww, I miss you too (not realy) FRIEND” kind of thing.. whatever. It made my day when I read it again.
Although I had started the day off with a raging headache it ended off pretty well. I went to church, did our usual thing, did some homework there (I brought my laptop) and then we chilled at a friends house, got Panera Bread, went back, chilled a little more and here I am. Snacking on Cheetos. Delicious. hahaha… now to work on my homework.
I might be a little late with this because I’m not so updated with Kpop and such but I think I may have just fallen in love with 효린 (hyorin) from SISTAR. She can sing like a goddess, she’s as beautiful as one, her personality is adorable but you know what it is mostly ? HER VOICE AND HER LAUGH. Ugh. Orgasm to my ears.